Wednesday, June 10, 2009

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Gantu-
where do i begin? stressful my acting continues. seeking painless times. it seems my physical body is a sign of these economical times. we are buying a house. domestication has become importance. the appearance if lies and secrets are evident. if it looks better and it will be better and it is better. sports are soothing. the more the voices speak for me and move me as a jim henson puppet on a monday morning, the more lost i become. i want control back. i want the state of absolutes to be mine to play as i choose. not sure . consumed by sports and poker. smothered to be blind to everyday reality and emotion. how much longer will go on. how much longer must i hide from myself.
-Manic Stitch

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