my relationship to Pasew is strong and relevant at this time. my calmness in the chaos is profound and due to an overwhelming learned faith that it happens as it should. I walk and sometimes limp while obstacles of destruction fly all around me . I do not flinch. I dont even move matrix style, I endure it like a fly not removed from the skin of a poor child. Pasew loves me and walks with me.
I danced. I danced the pain away for a moment. The bondage of pain unraveled around the body and fell to the floor as I moved to the sounds. As I left my self medication, I picked up the tainted rope and it formed back around my soul. I awaken with need for a cane. It was worth the moment of freedom.
I count down the days until Jinjer's explosion or suttle release.
I get these parasitic bugs to injest to relieve Jinjer and her friends. They fight, who wins? Not sure yet, It seems Jinjer these days, I get a new insect to try this week.
I need to continue to drown in this O2. Jinjer makes me feel like I am under water, my ears exploding and cloggish... my eyes lazy and burning.. but my mind and heart calm... I will see you tomorrow
Painfully Stitch with a hint of calmness
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